Vlog 2

My very first Vlog , enjoy

O M G !!!

As I explained yesterday I sent an email to my older brother, the reply literally made me cry, it was so sweet and loving, and the complete love I have had from everyone has been completely overwhelming. My brother wrote this and I really wanted to share it with you all.

Dear sis or bro as the case may be , seems like the most natural thing in the world to us here ,only drawback is if you take all the drugs you are going to have to shave everyday ,that sucks as I truly HATE shaving .

I thuoght that as a child you were a real little princess (even though a bit of a tomboy) then as puberty set in you moved a bit to my side of the fence .the whole world is full of people who dont feel they are in the right gender 99% of them suffer in silence ,trapped in the wrong body .

good on you for contemplating a change ,I dont think changing your gender is any way makes you a different person , maybe a bit happier if you feel more at ease with youself ,.

think you will make a great fella .have you considered the fact that you and your mrs wont be termed as lesbians anymore !

Ive always been very proud of you , still am and always will be ! huggs and a few kisses

I am do deeply touched by this!

Ok at last!!!

Well finally I have had some movement,I wrote to my GP a lengthy email telling him how I was feeling with all this waiting and also with information I had found out myself , he sent me a very quick reply stating after the link I had sent him from Charing Cross the way forward was to get me to see a Psychiatrist asap, and then for them to refer me Charing Cross , London, as long as I was not MAD lol

I am somewhat relieved that at last something is being done ,and even tho I may have to pay for the first intial consultation as the waiting list can be up to 6 months, I do feel it is moving along, since for the last two months nothing has happened at all.

I am truly not one of the most patient people in the world, you can blame the Leo in me .lol

As for the rest my family now know everything, sent my Dad and older brother an email explaining it all, and considering my dad's age, he totally understands and says he will support me all the way, as he loves me unconditionally, I am still awaiting my brothers response!

Nicky my partner has had some good news she has been asked to audition for Tmates, by Mel, I think this would be of enormous benefit to her /us and a very good way of meeting other couples who are going through the same struggles. And there doesn't seem an awful amount of FTM and partners in the UK, so hopefully this would also be very beneficial to them. I am incredibly camera shy ( believe it or not ) but will support Nicky all the way.

We are still on diets and doing very well, my other half has already lost a stone in three weeks, and I am so very proud of her. Keep it going sweet, and I am also losing weight I will have that 6 pack yet

Hope everyone is well

Kris

The Waiting Game! UGH

Well it has been a while since I posted , so my apologies for this beforehand.lol

Well as I stated a few weeks ago I am waiting to see the gender clinic guy, and that appointment has still not come yet, this is a very frustrating time and I am desperate to get the ball rolling now.

I feel like I am waiting for Santa to come all over again and I am usually first to the door when the mail is delivered, even beating my dog to it! lmao, but still nothing :-(.

I am desperately trying to keep my chin up but finding it hard, and I am sure I am driving my sweet tart nuts with my complaining about appointments and the wonderful NHS .

I am feeling very jealous and envious about my fellow FTM already going through the journey, which I know is a terrible thing, and I don't mean to be, but I am tired waiting, I want our life to begin.

I rang the clinic today and the referral has not even be looked at, my gp sent it on the 16th of December!!, how long does it take to open a letter!! jjeeeeezzzz

So next time I write , hopefully it will be good news.

Keep your fingers crossed and have me in your prayers!

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